Down in the dumps....

Thats exactly what I am. My weight is sky high. I want to be lighter and I want to like myself more. Im 17st just now and that is way too much. I've ordered some hoodia to see if that will help with my cravings. Hopefully it will. So far I've had a bowl of fruit, some lentil and wild rice salad and some grapes. Not feeling too hungry just now which is good. Its good to not feel hungry all the time. Jason seems a bit off today. Not sure whats wrong. Says his stomach is a bit sore but he seems very quiet. Can't get him to talk. He wants to go into Edinburgh now but I don't know if I should just leave him to it or go with him. Its still horrible weather here. Been raining on and off now for days and days and it is just soooo depressing.
Well I have managed to get a job in town which is good. Working for Search Recruitment as a Call handling advisor. 37.5 hours a week usually monday to friday with the occasional Saturday. Working 9am - 5pm this week then it shifts to shifts anything between 8am and 8pm. Glad to be back in work that will give me about £200 a week. Its better than a kick in the teeth and I can give money to Jason for shopping and bills. Speak to you later today on here. Bye

Loz